esok ak nk g matrix da....
xtau lg ble blek cni...
hahaha...gaya cm jauh je ak nk g kn....
berhabuk la blog ak ni ye....
ehe...
k la...tdo dlu...

wish me luck ok...
doakan ak ye...
risau ni..nervous la....
haiyaaa....
=)

for the 1st time...ade org bg mcg kat ak pg2 bute...n the mcg is...*qiam..*
esok pg ak bace..eh..qiam???
ak yg blur pn teringat...oh...qiam dlm bahasa arab kn maksod nye bangun....ni mst nk kejut ak bgon...i see..terharu nye...
then ble tgok kul bape the mcg received....bru ak sedar...org ni nk ajk ak wat qiamulaill la....masyaallah...
how nice org ni...menyeru ak ke arah kebaikan...alhamdulillah...msih ade org yg mahu menunaikan amar makruf nahi mungkar....i hope i can be the one of them...in-shaa-allah...i hope that i'll never lost this person too...=)

i'm still traying...and always keep trying...

kembali kepada-Nya yg satu...=)

i'm truly...

hate nyamuk..

so plz...

get out from my room...

let's do it...

lg 3 ari je...before i'm start my new life..my future life....
before that...
let's..
tgok tv 24hours...walaupn xde cite best....sampai muntah hijau...
let's...
facebooking....walaupn xde org tego..sampai juling bijik mate...
let's...
blogging...walaupn xde cite...sampai jd mengong...
let's...
eat a lot...walaupn da tinggal habuk....sampai terkeluar isi perut...
let's...
sleep 24hours...walaupn mate da xbole tutup...sampai kepala rase cm nk hantuk kat dinding...
 let's...
do all things before u miss it...
before u say goodbye to...
ur home...
ur lovely home...
ur lovely ibu ayah...

*rase cm nk nanges guling2 la....waaaaa...*

fuhhhh~~~

welcome to my new-look-blog...
bhahahaha...
bajet baru la sgt...
ehe....

now ak rase nafas ak kembali normal...
xde la ak sesak nafas tgok blog sndiri...
kn lbih tenang..
tenang ok..bkn tendang...
its look like more 'dewasa' la...bhahaha....
ciiitttt...booo abby....

salah org ke???

ok..td ak otw blek umah...ak ade lalu satu tol ni kn...ala tol 6posen...ala..area nk g jj Aeon bukit raja...time cousin ak byr tol tu kn...makchik ak pn pakat sebut name 'dak tol' ni....then dy senyum...mgkin dy dgr la kowt...pas tu dy senyum kat ak...bhahaha....xpernah di buat org...ak dgn muke ala selamba yg mmg xtau malu pi senyum pastu angkat tgn kanan...gaya cm ak knl je...ape kejadah nye ko abby...sekali ak tgok btol2...eh cm kenal je mamat ni...cm kwn skola ak zaman kanak2 ribena la...tang nama mmg da sme...tang muke x bape nk sure...ak mmg ade mslh nk knl muke org ni...lg2 yg seribu thun x jmpe...bhahaha....muke ckgu ak yg baru bape bln x jmpe pn ak knl x knl..mate ak mmg kne pejam-celik-pejam-celik la jwb nye....bhahaha...tp kalo btol mamat tu kwn ak..anggap je la ak angkat tgn sbgai ucapan "wazzup bro"....kalo ko bkn kwn ak..kire halal la ak angkat tgn tu....sumpah ak xpernah wat kat mane2 mamat tol...minah tol pn xpernah...puuiihhh....

behave urself la abby...

aiyooo...

*when someone think about you, that's a home to you*
(apabila seseorang berfikir tentang anda, itulah rumah untuk anda)
 ->sumber : copy paste fb org....ampun....

ce bace ayt ni..pastu ce tlg fhm kn ak...sumpah ak xbole nk pk mkne nye...wahaha...walaupun da mnx tlg mr.google...ayoyo.... ptot la bi ko dpt bangkai...wahaha...kasar btol ayt...haha...


setelah 2 hari ak pk...
mgkn ayt ni nk bgtau rumah kte slalu rndu kat kte...ade btol ke???
atau rumah kte ade dlm mind org yg ingt kite...huh??? what the la...
atau...ak ni mmg buta dlm phase...ermm..btol la kowt...wahaha....


ade sape2 yg bole tlg fhmkn ak x....
sila la tlg ak ni haa...
tetbe blur...
mmg lurus la oiiii....huh...

be urself

ak da besar kn...ak pn xsedar...ak bkn budak skola lg...ak kne matang....da xbole terkinja2 mcm budak tadika...hahaha...ape kn daya...ak bkn mcm tu...i love who i am....walaupn org ckp ak ni tergedik2...hahaha....ade ak kesah...ehe...

sape pn kamu...

it doesn't matter...

be urself...=)

kita hidup sekali, mati sekali, kahwin sekali, bercinta sekali...

sesuatu sedang berlaku di hati saya..

*kuch kuch ho ta hai..*

playful kiss

cite ni mmg da lame la kn...
tp...
ak bru lyn la kwn...wahahaha...
tertinggal ketepi la....*ade ke???*

ape yg ak suke pasal cte ni ialah...
ak suke heroin dy oh ha ni...sebb nye...dy sgt kuat..xmudah nanges...dan sgt nekad la...
but the hero ok la..tp xtahan btol ak ble mamat ni mmg sgt moody..PMS ke cik abg oiii.....wahahaha.....
tp yg pling best ialah...mak baek seung jo...glew sporting la....omg....wahahaha....

abby : bu...takut la...
ibu : takut ape??? bersyukurlah ab dpt matrix...
abby : ye la bu..bersyukur...tp ab xconfident la...
ibu : yg penting blaje btol2...ibu yakin ab bole...akak angah bole...
abby : errmmm..
ibu : ibu yakin ab bole...tiap2 ari ibu doakan ab..bole jwb pekse..dpt smbg blaja kat tempat yg bagus...allah
       da bg da...lg pn ab xde pakwe...xde menganggu...
abby : ehe.... terima kasih ibu....*terharu nya...*
ibu : tp kalo ab  dpt upu mst ayh akak angah xbg pegi...mst suh msok matrik...
abby : ibu pn same kn...ehe....=)


thx ibu...
oweyz bg semangt kat ak
jatuh bangun ak dy sentiase ngn ak...
ape lg ak nk...
semoga ak x hancur kn harapan dy...
wish me the best..
thx allah coz u gave me a super-duper-ibu..=)

smlm result upu kuar....
dan ak xdpt...wahahaha...
cm pelik je...
matrik dpt..upu xdpt...
ehe...
btw...alhamdulillah....
mmg rezeki ak kat matrik...
so scared...


KMM!!!
here i come!!!
tunggu tau....=)

sekosong hati ak...

ok..ak da lupe nk cite ape..=B

xde tajuk bole??

sumpah..ak xsuke perasaan ni...mmg sgt menganggu hidup ak...hilang fokus...hilang pertimbangan...mule rase mengong sekejap...hihi....

ingat senang ke nk buang perasaan ni...

xsemudah mendelete folder dlm lappy...

xsemudah seperti membuang sampah sarap dlm dustbin....

xsemudah menghanyutkan botol kaca kat laut...

xsemudah seperti menonton "barbie and the diamond castle" 

*lol*

tp....

xde la sesukar menonton sinetron pukul2.00 ptg kat tv3....

(sbb nye pjg sgt...smpy 500 episode...ehe...)

p/s.. ak xtau nape sejak 2menjak ni..ak suke plak wat poem yg xbertauliah....see...da ckp da...ak da mkin mengong....semuanya sebab perasaan yg xsepatotnye wujud ni....ak pk ak kuat...tp...sape yg rase tau la korg...selama ni ak pakat nasihatkn kwn ak..tp nasihat tu mcm x lut je utk diri ak...ngee~~
myb kne take a time....slow and steady.....peace yoo...

S.O.S

sorry...xnmpk penuh la....but focus on the 'p/s'...ehe......

u know what...

u know what...
i cant explain it to u...
coz i dont know what i feel now...

u know...
what is the meannig of
"tepuk sebelah tangan xkn berbunyi"
i know...
but im try to deny it...
coz i dont know what the feeling...

u know what...
now...
u can laughing and boo-ing...
to me...
coz now im still dont know what i feel...

u know...
u dont know anything about me...
till now u dont know it...
myb u know myb u dont know...

u know...
i'll keep it...
but i dont know how long can i keep it...
coz i dont know what i feel...
and i dont know what u feel...

and now i only know that...
just shut up...
dont ever start it...
coz im still dont know what i feel...
im speechless...

"aiii...ade anak pun lurus...pandai tp lurus...pandai dlm pelajaran je la....kalo org...bla..bla..bla..bla..."

how could????
thx a lot....
xpe..sabar je la...da nk pegi pn...lg 3minggu..
simpan je la....sampai mase nnt tau la...
what u give..u'll get it back...=)